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Rain
9:21
And now I can’t even protect you guys cuz I’m worthless
and I’ve felt worthless for awhile
and I can’t take it anymore
Exec
9:22
For one, if she left you and didn't
And she didn't try
She wasn't worth it.
Rain
9:23
That doesn’t make it hurt any less
i I had a plan
the perfect plan
Now I’m alone
Exec
9:25
It's pointless trying to explain the differences you've made, the lives you've changed, and the fact that there are other people out there for you despite you basically saying the same shit to Zacian despite him going through nearly the same shit as you. You're not even taking your own advice anymore.
Rain
9:26
MY OWN ADVICE ISNT WORKING!!!!
9:27
I built my world around that woman. Do you know how it feels to have that torn away
i needed her and still need her to even sleep at night
I gave her my heart and trusted her
i dont even know why I keep being the goo guy
Exec
9:28
I'm literally you. I know exactly how that feels and I'm playing devil's advocate so you don't forget who you are.
Rain
9:28
Heh?
what do you mean you’re literally me?
Exec
9:29
I'm totally not Jason with a new name hotglued to me thanks to whatever the hell Zacian did to you. No, that'd be stupid.
Rain
9:29
Hmph. You could have started with that
who am I then?
Exec
9:30
You have to tell me. I can't tell you who you are.
Holy, fortune cookie type shit...
Rain
9:30
I’m a mistake
9:31
possibly psychotic
Exec
9:31
Yet you're still my brother, so by law I am required to love you.
Rain
9:32
I thought you hated me
Exec
9:32
...I care about you, a lot more than you'd believe coming from your demons given form.
Rain
9:32
that you were jealous of me
Thank you
Exec
9:32
YES, I'm jealous of you. I'm jealous of what you represent, your tenacity, the person you've become.
Rain
9:33
*I get up*
Exec
9:33
Goddammit, that doesn't mean I hate you.
Rain
9:33
fair enough
you got anything for a broken hand?
Exec
9:34
Yeah, gimme a second
9:35
That better?
System
9:35
Fully repaired, I'd say you di.
*** Tuesday, July 14 ***
Rain
4:26
And im back.
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