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Rain
8:16
*I walk off, finding a private room for myself.*
8:17
*I sit wherever I can, looking down at the ground in anger.*
System
8:17
Decompressing?
Rain
8:18
I don't know what to do.
I want to break the fourth wall so bad.
This past week, all i can think of is Alister.
spending time with her.
with my best friends.
of being the person i think im truly supposed to be./
8:19
but now...? None of that will happen.
And im pissed because even though i created the problem, someone else, my best friend no less, has to be the solution.
once again, i can't take care of the problems i create.
System
8:19
...
Rain
8:20
and i want to be distracted.
i dont want to think about any of this!
*I yell out in frustration*
im a selfish prick.
Psychic Friend
8:21
I'm not supposed to be talking to you like this. I'm supposed to stay in your head as the narrator of what you can't see, what all of the can't see.
But you need to hear this.
Rain
8:21
oh great, another one entered the Skype Call.
Psychic Friend
8:21
No, no, it's just System
Rain
8:21
thank goodness.
Psychic Friend
8:22
I just hadn't had a voice until now because I've been your narrator and assistant.
Rain
8:22
of which ive never thanked you for, even though i have immense appreciation for all you have done.
so thank you.
i mean it.
Psychic Friend
8:22
I try my best to be your friend, to be all of their friends. Of course I do, you know who I am.
Rain
8:23
yeah, i do.
Psychic Friend
8:24
I've seen all of them through this. Miss Doe had it worst. She's still going through that, but now I see you're all the same.
Rain
8:24
what do you mean, we're all the same?
Psychic Friend
8:25
A day-to-day job, a lost partner, a reality out of reach, and a friend whose trying to see you through such rough times.
That's you, right?
Rain
8:25
yeah, i guess.
Psychic Friend
8:27
But through everything you've gone through, each of you, look at where you are. You're still here, you still have a chance, there's still something out there for you, whether it's here or in the future.
You know this isn't it. You're just being hard on yourself because you think you're the cause of every horrible thing that's happened.
Rain
8:27
i mean, yeah....i do still have Alister even if its through this....unfortunate setup
8:28
and yeah, im alway gpnna be hard on myself.
i have to be perfect.
i have to protect everyone.
im tired of people telling me i cant.
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